Teagan Gwen Melnyk @teaganmelnyk
3 weeks ago
‘speed demons’ || shot by a true speed demon himself. thank you for using your expensive film on me & letting me use all your awesome biking gear for props 🖤
4 weeks ago
Working for BLU’s has taught me so much about being a strong woman and how much women like us effect the world. All eyes are on us. So why not make it worth their while? And the best way to do that, is to be yourself. I’ve realized life is so much simpler to just live it authentically. To embrace yourself and try to live with little regrets. Being yourself however, is a hard job, but it’s so worth it in the end when everyone treats you exactly the way you deserved to be treated. Live unapologetically & live for YOURSELF and everything will figure itself out. #mondaymotivation
5 months ago
I think people forget how far I’ve come sometimes... as well as myself. I’m not even close to the same person as I was a few years ago, or a couple months ago or last fucking week. I’m so different than anyone I’ve ever met. And why does that have to be a bad thing? Why is it bad that I get excited? Why is it that my insane passion for everything I do just “too much” for some? Why do so many people say such awful things about me... just because you don’t understand... isn’t enough a reason to hear the things I hear about myself. And why say shitty things when you can say nice things. And great things. And the shitty part is... they know it. They know Im not a hurtful woman. I don’t intentionally do ANY harm. I love I love I love. & people have to have hidden agendas... people have alternative motives. & anyone who has ever met me has the same impression. Which isn’t a bad one. What makes it bad is that people just change over time. Especially me. So much happens with me personally so FREQUENTLY, & it may sound like I say really sad or aggravating things... but I’m just talking about what’s on my mind. I’m thinking. Always. My mind is in constant movement. Planning and thinking and learning and reflecting... using my head for more than just thoughts, you know? & You learn someone and if you don’t like their personality, that’s fine. It happens. But why is it that people fake it. Don’t fake it. It fucking hurts and I just... it’s not okay. And it’s exhausting and ridiculous because I put so much love and time and effort into everyone I meet... and they make me upset, they do something not okay; they bring out a negative side, and just, I get it, “SHES CRAZY.”, “SHES INSANE.”, “SO ALL OVER THE PLACE.” Please, stop. If you don’t have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything at all. I’ve heard it. If you think it, I’ve heard it. So there’s no need to repeat it. I just love. And I’m sorry to the people who think otherwise or have been on my bad side, because I know, and hopefully you’ve seen, that’s not me. I care. I love. & I’m sorry for learning how to stick up for myself and learning okay from not.. I’m sorry if you’re no longer around.