Apologies for my awful handwriting! I had a stressful few weeks sometimes I write myself reassuring stuff when I’m happy to read when I’m not (I tend to always forget this and focus on panicking)
I like the first one, I don’t know if it makes sense to anyone else but when your very used to being sad, realising your not sad is enough to make u delighted lol. The second entry says “I make my best things when I do not give a shit about making even slightly good things’ I guess that relates to that feeling like your making stuff just cause u really want to and u need to get it out rather than having a goal and thinking I need this to be or look a certain way etc I’m not sure how true it is but I guess doing things for the joy of IT, itself always feels better than doing them for other reasons (I guess they may not necessarily be better or the best things tho lol)
Que me llamen loca,
y que sea de remate.
Saltar más alto que nadie en un concierto, y guiñarle al cantante.
Gritar como si me estuvieran torturando cuando mi amigo me tira a la piscina helada.
Cantar como nunca desgarrándome la garganta si hace falta al escuchar el principio de un temón en la discoteca.
Que se me caiga la baba literalmente al probar el primer helado del verano.
Enseñar mil y una veces la blusa nueva que estoy estrenando.
Darte trescientos abrazos cuando voy pedo.
Ir a cenar juntos y pedir todo el menú, con los postres, claro.
Mandar un audio gritando al teléfono a mi amiga al ver que mi crush me ha hablado.
Subir el volumen de la música a tope cada vez que me monto en el coche de alguien.
Hacerte treinta vídeos porque ninguno me parece suficientemente gracioso para subirlo a las historias y acabar subiendo el primero.
Poder usar el baño con la puerta abierta porque es el mayor placer que he experimentado.
Que me llamen loca, porque me encanta.
Y porque aún no he escuchado mayor halago que este.
Yesterday I had to drive up to the LA area to drop off a 1930 Ford touring motor for work and it was just a few exits from my old house in Pasadena!! So of course I had to stop by!! This is where I actually wrote my very first book seven years ago!! It was a dark novel with the main character developing Stockholm syndrome for her captor! Only one person ever read it and this is also a time I also learned that you should always backup your work 💔 I lost the whole book!!! It somehow got deleted 😭 I had no copies of it!!! It was so raw and gritty and I was was very proud of what I put together! Sometimes I think about rewriting it because the concept was mind blowing!! Or I thought so at least haha Anyway I loved this cottage! It sits on the edge of a cliff and it was a magical place as it has peacocks and parrots all around, plus bobcats and bears! I never wanted to leave but my time there was over and opportunity hit so it was time to move on. I don’t mind not having AC or a heater anymore though!! It’s nice having modern amenities again haha So to my writer friends where was the first place you ever wrote your first book?
So I just finished my first ever run through all 7 seasons of Gilmore Girls (non Netflix) and have way too many thoughts to fit in a post. So I'll mention two things that keep occurring to me. The first requires some context. Maybe six months ago I had a meeting was someone to told me Netflix recently got numbers showing the Hallmark Channel or whatever their streaming service is is creaming Netflix for viewership. Netflix is desperate to find similar content to what Hallmark carries in order to compete with them, while continuing to put out prestige content that brings attention and praise from the industry and critics. Given this, it seems like Gilmore Girls is basically the perfect show for Netflix, because it is soapy, emotional, about small towns and family, and very relatable with a core of emotional honesty, yet also intelligent and relatively high brow.
The one other thing I'll mention is that I never noticed in the previous times I've seen episodes or seasons of Gilmore Girls how good the writing is. People always talk about the great writing with this show. It seems to me that, like Tarantino and Aaron Sorkin, as obvious examples, Gilmore Girls falls into the trap of being extremely well structured, having great characters, and finding innovative ways to tell traditional stories, but has such flowery and often ostentatious dialogue that lay viewers confuse the dialogue for what makes the writing good on a fundamental level.
Also: Team Logan.
So much poetry today
Songs in my eyes
Thoughts in my head
Passion in my heart
I regret it all honestly
What if i grow old
What if i make it through somehow?
I loved, and i loved, and i lost you
And i loved you a thousand years
And now i feel nothing
I feel nothing
I think maybe there isn’t a difference between a #dystopia and the #reality.
Saw another body in the news. This time witnesses saw the police removing victim’s shoes. Idk what for but the body was half naked.
Police said nothing suspicious about it :/
Just another day in Hong Kong....
I took care of my siblings at home,
I usually do since mom started a new job.
I don’t know why students in high school or below still need to go to school
Today some students were arrested and searched randomly.
This situation. I don’t support violence but what to do when the UN recognised treaties are being broken by the Chinese government?
I didnt protest by the way.
Both sides have their wrongs but the police has way more.
I just know I am against any violence that is not defensive.
I can’t exactly express my opinions publicly.
I don’t want to be another “suicide”. Astaghfirrullah.
I just know what the police are doing, it isn’t right.
The rape, harassment, beating, shooting, blinding and spraying journalists or arresting medics for saving lives.
Doesn’t seem real to me.
I post more openly in my private acc.
Yea openly & private do not go together, I know lol.
Still pretty hidden except to my followers and I refrain from speaking on the street.
Thugs will come after you on the street and they won’t get arrested at all for it.
It doesn’t make sense.
Every now and then I come across a comment from a foreigner who probably watches distorted national news saying the protesters are killing innocents and the police did not shoot deadly?
Um what news did they read, there has been one death from protesters that I know of that was accidentally hitting an old man with a brick to the head. Almost always these bricks are roadblocks tho, not for throwing. And at that time some pro china supporters threw bricks at the protesters first.
People say they need to protest peacefully but the authority doesnt care whether you are peaceful or violent, I mean there are many cases of people wrongfully arrested just for passing by.
The protests WERE peaceful at the start until the police started aiming.