Growing up with life has changed me so much that now I don't turn to pick up what I've lost.
Yeah! It was. Because the concept of love is so modern for me now and I don't want to be modern. I loved you, hitherto the day before yesterday but if someone will ask me today, is there anyone whom I love then my answer will be, definitely I love someone and that someone is me and me only.
My concept of love was old since the beginning of this I've realized recently. Sometimes, I think and I even feel that I didn't grow up a lot with time. I moved on from one phase to another swiftly but I failed to adopt this changing environment of every relationship around me. I always thought that things may change between two people but the bond and relationship that they both once had to stay intact for a long time. But lately, I've accepted the truth. I was forced to accept the truth by reality. I don't know why but I'm able to see the things which I don't even want to. If someone is moving towards me from the back for the purpose of backstabbing me I'll be able to see it, and I'll step aside. I will step aside because I know confronting them will not change them so I'll step aside and let them fall because I know if they won't be able to stab they'll eventually fall.
I never thought that moving on with life and growing up are two very different things. But the reality is often, quite disappointing. The truth is it didn't really disappoint me, what made me feel bad is that I never wanted to change, I never wanted to grow up and mature. I had that childhood inside me and I didn't want to bury it but I had to and when I was burying it, I soaked it up with my few drops of tears, the last few drops I had left with me.
Now, I can see a plant growing on it. A beautiful plant, that's still flowerless but I know with time it'll have beautiful flowers and then will have sweet fruits too.~ @anubhav.shivaya 🍁❤️
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"People get up, they go to work, they have their lives, but you'll never see the headlines say, 'Six billion people got along rather well today.' You'll have the headline about the 30 people who shot each other." - John Malkovitch
Existem pessoas que reclamam tanto, que se torna um hábito e não conseguem mais viver sem reclamar de algo, por isso, mude seu padrão de pensamentos, sua energia vai brilhar mais alto quando você substituir suas reclamações diárias por agradecimentos constantes! Ótimo feriado glamourosos! ❤️✨