At last!!......I've been waiting 16 month to have my loose prothesis fixed after the crash.....16 fucking month of pain you can't imagine,16 month of strong pills,16 lost month if you ask me and I wish the doctors have been listen to me from the beginning.....I promise everyone that I never ever gonna have such pain again....never!!
My Op date is the 11:th of November and I feel that my life is gonna come back soon.
Swipe: [ENG/ESP] "I thought about wanting to come across as human, too... because it's more common for entertainers to be expressed and understood as a certain character rather than as an individual humam being." Esquire Duo Interview, May 2017
Translation credit: sullaem
A/N: I normally never do captions, but I feel like it's necessary today in light of recent news. Jonghyun had always made such an effort to be transparent in sharing himself, to share the more difficult side of life that most people do not see when they look at idols. It's so important to remember that behind the glamorous concept images and immaculate performances there is a real, breathing human with emotions and feelings. Celebrities are not immune to harsh comments and criticism. Just because they smile on camera does not mean they do not feel pain from the words of people who speak without thought. Be careful of the words you put out there, they have a real impact, and they can take lives. Sulli deserved to be heard. To be valued as a human being with her own opinions and beliefs.
If you mourned today, if you experienced pain to any degree as a result of her passing, then do not return to tearing down other artists once the hurt goes away. Let your anger fuel a commitment to supporting and taking a stand for everyone, not just your favorites, and not just celebrities, but all the people you encounter in your life. Call out hate, encourage compromises and acceptance instead. Don't just mourn, take action. If for nothing else, for her. And for all the people who deserved better as well
10 minutes ago
Hello darkness my old friend... so what a fucking shit day. Called in sick to work cause I was in a lot of pain, said I’d take my meds have a snooze and see if I would perk up in time to do a few hours. I only got worse. Eventually I blinked and the paramedics had arrived... I completely zoned out and was unresponsive but my heart was racing so my flatmate called an ambulance. The paramedics were so rude, dismissed me completely and refused me any pain relief. Got to hospital, they wouldn’t let my flatmate stay with me (which they always make an exception for) so I’m lying on a bed in a hallway, wheeze crying and hyperventilating, begging for morphine while the paramedics just stare at me. The hyperventilating got so bad and out of control (because my flatmate wasn’t there to calm me down) that my muscles all seized and I went completely numb and went unresponsive again. The next thing I know, I’m sitting alone in a wheelchair in a different corridor, still crying/shaking/scared. After maybe 15 minutes of this, a nurse takes me into her room and held my hands and counted with me to get my breathing under control. Thank god. It’s still another half hour before I can move my limbs unaided. Almost two hours later I finally get some morphine. I’m now in an examination room in the Gynae ward waiting on the on call doctor to come and do an examination before I’ll be allowed to sleep. Fuck Mondays. Fuck Endometriosis. And fuck being sick every damn day of my life😔😭
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