Honestly I could go on and on talking about how I feel, how I wanna die but nobody would care If your reading this and dming saying you "care" or just ask "what's up", I know your doing it because you "feel bad." Like everyday walking past people smiling or acting like I'm okay when I feel like I just want to kill myself. Feeling like I want to punch a wall so many times until my hands start to bleed then until my knuckle bones get exposed and till I break my hand because of how mentally insane I feel. I feel like constantly cutting myself but I don't want counseling again for years and me disappointing my parents. I'm never the type of person to talk to anyone like I want to but overthinking gets to me and I feel like they'll won't like me, they'll think I'm weird or something. I'm the type of person that holds in everything till I mentally explode and start going crazy. Constant mood disorders feel happy to frustrated, happy to depressed, happy to suicidal. I don't wanna feel this way but it's like I'm being forced to and I don't know what to do. I want to die every day but does it matter will anybody care no, do I have anyone that'll care no, so it's like what's the point. I can't do this anymore 🤕🔫...
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