WARNING.. Long Post....I often have moments of EXTREME doubt  about how my life is supposed to be... The flashbacks of poor choices,  and unfortunate situations that can cause such heartache to where tears fall uncontrollably. Moments where  I believe I failed as a Mother, Daughter, Girlfriend (I've Never been a wife), Sister, Friend, and as  whole person. I've done the comparing my life to others, only seeing thier shine and not thier mud. Ive crucified myself because "I wasn't good enough". I've played small for others to feel big in that I lost.  Those times have taken me to some low and dark places inside myself.  Today I rage against the light in me that wanted to die.  Everyday Ihave to consciously remember that All of it was to teach me, to grow me to  strengthen me not to destroy me.  Not yet where I want to be, I'm just  not what I used to be.  My story is just getting good.  #everybodysgotastory #girlpowergodspower #Manifestation #makemebetter #love #worthy #Selflove #growth #power #Meaning #chapter47ishere #prosperity #abundance #liveyourlife #lifelessons #elevation #raging #goodenough #winner #milliondollarmoves #Letsgo #levelup #mytime

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2019-03-14T21:39:33Z

WARNING.. Long Post....I often have moments of EXTREME doubt about how my life is supposed to be... The flashbacks of poor choices, and unfortunate situations that can cause such heartache to where tears fall uncontrollably. Moments where I believe I failed as a Mother, Daughter, Girlfriend (I've Never been a wife), Sister, Friend, and as whole person. I've done the comparing my life to others, only seeing thier shine and not thier mud. Ive crucified myself because "I wasn't good enough". I've played small for others to feel big in that I lost. Those times have taken me to some low and dark places inside myself. Today I rage against the light in me that wanted to die. Everyday Ihave to consciously remember that All of it was to teach me, to grow me to strengthen me not to destroy me. Not yet where I want to be, I'm just not what I used to be. My story is just getting good. #everybodysgotastory #girlpowergodspower #Manifestation #makemebetter #love #worthy #Selflove #growth #power #Meaning #chapter47ishere #prosperity #abundance #liveyourlife #lifelessons #elevation #raging #goodenough #winner #milliondollarmoves #Letsgo #levelup #mytime

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